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well I just wanted to say have a happy 4th of July. I'm hoping to get to watch the fire works this year. still no job but we may be moving in with friends later this month. just got our stuff today so we get to go through all of this. much fun, well bye.

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ok so not the good news that I had hope, but I guess I'm about to lose my best friend over some stupid shit. I tried you don't see you want to throw over 8 years away then fuck go ahead. I'm not gonna argue when I'm supposed to be resting before I find a job. I mean come on I've been through a lot to get where I am today and I'm not taking shit from any one ever again. So let me ask where were you when through the hardest part of my life. Not calling, so every day that I though about suicide every day, nothing not hi not shit. I don't think I did anything wrong, but I take the title bitch if you want its not a new title but hay. I'll take shallow sure why the hell not. of course I'm not the person from high school I've been through a lot of shit that changes some one. oh and for the record I hate it when people talk behind my fucking beck, thatns guys.

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well hello there, it been a while I guess. We are finally here(since Sunday night really). So we got to Las Vegas with very little problems, damn car dolly never again. Then we went to Texas and that was a long drive. Then finally to here another long ass drive. well now that I'm here I feel really useless because I'm not doing anything. we also got a new queen sized bed very comfy for almost 3000 yay add another bill to me. Good thing is that I got rid of two other bills. well more to come like info on a job I hope.

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ok so a few thing to say, well for starters I've dyed my hair. It's gonna take time to get used to but I will. Tomorrow I have my final out and then will leave California forever. Well to say a few thing, there are some people that I will miss here. Other not so much, this place has been an experience none the less. It has taught me new things, made me a stronger person. I have had good time and bad, most times I didn't really thing I was gonna make it. In the end it brought me my husband and a new out look on life. The times ahead are gonna be hard for me. I've never really been a civilian, I've lived in a military family all my life so it will truly be new to me. I'm going to a place where I really know no one, and that scares me along with trying to get a job and find a place to live. Not to mention the 40 hour drive it will take to get there, that will be fun... not. Haha but I may get some pictures out of this trip seeing how we are stopping Las Vegas first. I'm so excited, I get to see my best friend (I haven't see her since June 2005), I also get to see my mom and my little sister (haven't seen them since 2006) and my aunt (haven't see her since June 2005). So I hope I have a little bit oh fun I hope. so good bye California and military life, hello Ohio and new life of mine...

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so day my little sister has had her second surgery on her heart. she went in at 6 am central time. she got out at 12 to go to the recovery room. my mom said the doctors said she was fine. the disease that she has is gone, but we hear that the last time, so we will see. i hope so, so she can run again and play like a 13 year old should. so yeah thats all i have. I'm all teary hoping my mom told me every thing, because last time she almost died. if she did i don't know how i could cope, because she is my life. so to say again my going away dinner is tonight at 7 not on the 7th, i really don't feel like going but its been planned and all that jazz, ciao.